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there hasn't been much update lately. i apologized for it. *sigh*

maybe i was too busy this holiday. again,when i think of what i've done this holiday,nothing was important. playing dota, sleeping, eating, football and more. as usual,nothing can help me through my studies and exam.

come to think of it, i havent touch any book this holiday. im so darn lazy to think about school yet when my mind goes to think about exam. im scared to death,i kept saying to my self 'i want to read! i dont want to fail! i dont!' it's just this body of mine didnt flow with its owner's will and brain. *sigh*

this holiday,i feel so empty. i miss that girl so much. i wonder if she misses me? she never will. i know that. why should she? she got her boyfriend for her to miss instead of me. *sigh* oh well,this is world. nothing will ever happen the way we want them to. i wish i was in paradise right now.

until then..