The Heart Of A Loser

I know that it was wrong...
I know that it's already too late...
I know that the mistake I made had cost me this trouble..
Watching you in pain waiting for me..
I know I threw my life time opportunity..
I'm really sorry baby..
But you'll never understand that I'm nothing but a coward..
A coward that only dare to love you withou saying anything..
A coward that only dare to look at you when you're not looking..
A coward that only dare to say something in his heart without confessing..
By doing this,I know that I'll never be able to touch you..
I know that I'll never ever get you..
I failed before the test..
I lost without a fight..
And I die before trying..

Now, tell me sweetheart that the best way is just to keep this feeling..
Let it inside me and kept it locked in its chest..
Sigh,I know that I'm just a mere loser..
I know that I'm not the right guy for you and I will never be one..
Baby, just let me see that graceful smile of yours with someone else i don't know..
So I can redeem this guilt by burying the perfect pain inside my heart endlessly..
Kimi-chan, my love towards you are eternally immortal.. believe me..
I'll always love you and it will always be forever..

until then ..

wrote on the 3rd june due to the opportunity that i wasted during the rainy day on 2nd june. im sorry..