hope

so it's starting all over again. the fight between me and my ex has started once again. i dont know,maybe this is life. i need to hate her to forget her. bt yet i cant do that. it's been three months now.

last saturday morning while i was having a geo class,all of a sudden my mind flashed back to the memory of my first kiss that i had with my noty. sweet moment yet it's so hurtful.

for 3 months and a half i still couldnt forget her. i still couldnt erase her from this pathetic love of mine. i dont know how much is my love towards her. i just hope it will end soon.

moodyy,it had made me.. all i need to do is torture my self by hating her with every strength i have. hope the dream of mine will come soon..

im waiting. until then