An Enemy Of Everyone

day passes to week and change to months,it's still the same for me.. i could never feel the heat of the sun nor feel the cold of the night wind.. pretending to be like the way i am before was too difficult for me. it doesnt matter how many times i try to be happy by pretending to smile and stuff like that,the emptiness i felt wont go away.

im tired,im too tired to argue with my self. im tired to pretend to be happy. im tired to pretend that i forget my noty. im tired to tell lies. im tired to be kind,cheerfull,fun,very friendly and so on.

while im doing that,i could see that most of people view things like this "one thing for their self,who care about others"

*sigh*

or maybe ... i was wrong.. im all confused with my situation..

*walks out*