dont make me hate you!

today,i was so moody. every of my english 'AS' mate bothered me by asking 'what's with you? why the long face? why so serious'

*sigh*

to be honest,i hate being bothered when im down. ill tell when i need to. im not that kind of guy who usually put secrets. i need a time to tell everything. my closest friend will be the first one to know what happened,even he seem didnt care about it. dats what i like. mind ur own business!

after EAS class today,nj force me to tell her what's going on. what i hate is,she's so hypocrite. she once told me that she didnt share her secrets to everyone. the reason is what is the point to tell her secrets? will it be solved? yet she asked me by forced to tell her what's going on.

and i have to tell her... and it's a lie.

i told her about yesterday where kim avoided me when i tried to approached her. and i deliberately being moody just to watch kim's reaction..

which is half true.. the reason why im being so moody today is i miss my noty. her image just acrossed my mind before my EAS class. i miss her so much.
i think my love towards her is more than my love towards kim.

god must be cursing me because i still couldnt forget my past..

i hate my self so bad..