What Is So Special Today?

love? ofcourse. valentine's day? naahh. it's not about the valentine's day,it's about my day with her. today is our 17th anniversary as usual. bt the only thing that different is,im celebrating it on my own now. usually its the both of us that celebrating it together bt everything have change now. we're living in a different life. one live with a new life, a wrong path of life and the other one is living in the past where he sees every smile and laughter. i try to make myself smile bt it's just too impossible. im so broken,i cant believe every memories and dreams we made together are shattered into pieces now. i try to put the pieces back together,bt i failed. a broken glass will never ever go back to its original form. all we can do is change it with a new one. bt patheticly,im so stupid enough to fixed those broken glasses.
sad isnt it? bt that's me,who thought a guy that looks so cool as human could be this pathetic. i'm cursing my self because i cant help my self to move from the past. i hate myself because im just waiting a black crow to change into white. something that'll never happen until d end of this world. pathetic. so pathetic..

*sigh*

*exeunt*