I Hate To Live

i hate this world! life is so unfair! i hate'em! i really2 hate'em! why??? why??? why should this happened to me? god! why dont u just take my life instead of giving me such test? why did u give me such misery? why do i have to face something like this? god~this is too much for me to handle,i mean,what's so special about me? im not that kinda muslim that always do wat we have suppose to do.

with every burden that i had,i just cant stand it anymore. i want to kill my self. i really want to die bt i just cant stab my heart,i couldnt do it. i just cant,huh *smiles* pathetic isnt it?

hey,is there any place where i get to wash my brain out there? i mean,i want to forget everything about this world. my family,my friends,my self,my life and especially my noty. or can someone out there can change my personality? i would like to be a loner,cold heart,never shown face expression,never laugh,always being serious,very2 silent. damn! why did it sounds like sasuke? oh shit! i hate'em. urhhh. so stress!

*walks out*