Noty is Dead )':

i've been so moody for a months. i never though this would happened to me. last december she was really okay. her love to me was in the excellent condition. bt nw,i just figure it out that she's gone forever. notyy)': why do u have to die sweetheart? why didnt u take me with u?:'( why do u have to leave so early cyg,u know i cant live without u. i'm so empty without you bby. *sobbing* it'd been a month since u left me without saying goodbye. everything was so fast,i still havent enjoyed the time we had,i want more )':

i remember the first time we met. i miss'em so much. i remember all the promise we made together. i remember the time we sing together. i remember every of ur pampered voice. i miss youu. i miss you so muchh baby. sweetheart,if god allow me to exchange my life to u,i will bby. i will do it for u,cause im worth to die,not you. not you! not you! *sobbing*

bby,i wish you could be reborn again. i wish that god will bring back u to life. i need you,i just cant live without you sweetheart. i miss youu so much bby)':

to see who u are ryt now,i just couldnt believe it! i just cant! from what i remember,she would never leave me alone,she will never care of anybody when we had a fight. huh! she's just not her. she is not my noty! she's just some stranger who possessed her soul and mind to be like that! urhhhhhh! i will never let that ape go easily,since he's the one who killed my noty. i will crush him next year when i have my license. that's what ill do!