Just At Not The Right Time

it'd been four days since she treat me nice-WITHOUT cursing me. bt this heart of mine miss her more that a month. after 2 days after we met last time was the last time i feel her love towards me. since then she keep on busy doing something,most of her excuses was lame. tv,tired,homework,didnt have time,have to wake up early tomorrow. i didnt mind that actually,i have to understand bt wat hurts me is to know that night she's busy replying comments with that ape.

also remember my post with the title 'PAIN',after the past weeks,she's didnt really contact with me. then when im having a chat with her,she told me that she's getting bored with me. it's just crazy,how could she said something like that? suppose to be im the one who saying like that,but actually im the one who's that stupid. she was just trying to be honest,she's just doing for what i've told her to.

'just tell me everything that u want okay,i try to do and change it for u eventhough it hurts me'

mann~i hate my self. how could i forget my own words? *sigh* probably because she's telling that not in the right time that's why i couldnt think positively..

a boy that feel so down because of his gf and a girl that tells her feelings about her bf. guess what happened? KABOOOM!!