for my beloved BE UTD

i just got home about half an hour ago. i feel bad leaving my teammates playing against boo fc-the second toughest team after ASI. i know that we are going to lose no matter how hard we'll play. due to my injury,there is no way i could play properly.

sometimes hearing my friend said 'it's easy with you in the team,they only focus on you not us,so we could break their defender easily' is making me sad because for me they are trying to make themselves low,as if im the superstar and they are nothing. i hate that. we are team. i am nothing-just like them.

*sigh*

hearing all my friend to say like that makes me sick,especially the opposing team. it is like they think that my team only rely on me and they think that my team is nothing without me. i cant prove them wrong. i just dont know how.

for me,if i dont have my team,i will be a nobody. seriously. now,i think it is more better for me not to play today. so all our opponent can see that my team still can give a fight even without me in the team.

im so proud of their will to play eventhough i was trying to make them forfeit the match without playing. i did that deliberately cus i just want them to prepare themselves during our next and last match against DM utd.

i guess that's all for today. wish you luck guys. i know you guys can alse give them a hell even without me playing with ya. show the what BE UTD are made of!!

until then..