Envy

listening to : You - Satsuki

Morning there -.-'

im feeling very tired here. i cant sleep. my insomnia is acting out. it's 4.40 something and i cannot put these eyes of mine to sleep and rest like everybody else.

i dont understand how people can sleep very quickly. some people could sleep within 10 minutes or less. i really envy them people who can sleep like that. im not normal when it comes to this subject okay?

usually it took me an hour or half an hour to put myself to sleep. it also can cost me 2 hour just to lie myself on bed hugging my favourite pillow and sleep.

*sigh*

sometimes i wish that i could sleep like them people. it's cool in some way. well hey, it's not because of world cup or something but i really cant sleep. my eyes is wide awake and yet my soul is begging for a rest. mahn, im jealous of you guys that can sleep whenever you want.

me? i cant do that. -.- i think i need some aid to put myself to sleep. sleeping pills would do.

god..

why am i like this? im suffering too much already. i hope you'll remove this insomnia sickness within me. please, im begging you. i cant do this. i need to rest at least 8 hours so that i can be active in the morning.

*sigh* i need to go. i need to take my shower now to be real 'ready' for school..

until then fellas..