Flowers

Music : Reminiscence ~ Feelings Not Erased ~ - Yasunori Mitsuda

*Sighs*

I'm facing some difficulties - I'm surrounded by four lovely flowers around me. Thus, giving me the feelings of wanting to have them all in my hands. For sure, one flower will never be mine since she'd been picked a long time ago by one gentleman whom i believe was the right one.

I have no regret of losing that one because that beauty doesnt even suite by a poor young man like me. I just hope that she will grow more beautiful in the hands of that gentleman. Even now, she's beautiful than ever.

Thanks to god, I have my own flower to take care of. I try my best to keep her safe in my hands. I hope she will continues to grow more beautiful along with the other roses. Unfortunately, there's one thing I'm afraid of...

The greediness inside me. It gradually controls my mind and feelings. As I told you, I'm surrounded by four lovely flowers which makes me want to posses all of them. It's not easy when you're surrounded by such a fascinating nature, which is very tempting. Everyday feels like a heavy challenge to me. Having this greediness live inside you is like having a voice inside your head telling you to have them and keeping them to yourself. Indeed, it would be great to have all of them.

No.. No.. No.. I have to get rid of it..

*Sighs*

If my heart is weak, I'll be eaten by the words whispering inside my brain, forgetting all the dignity I have. By the time that happens, the flower which is already in my hands will droop, losing all the beauty which she posses before.

and ..

I dont want that to happen. I hope I'll get rid of this feeling right away before I let those pitiful tears fall to the floor..

Until Then..