Refusal

i just got the mood to post something today. well, it's nothing important actually, i would love to keep it as my secret but naah, ill tell this time.

guys, nowadays, i can feel that im changing a lil bit. im keeping my feelings a lot more frequent than before. i dont tell people about my everyday problem like before where my blog usually updated at least 1 time in 3 days. probably because of my lazyness.

oh yeah, what im trying to tell you right now is about my older post with the title 'crush'. i think it was the post on late march.

well i met her today *grins* that girl, she's still beautiful like the first time i looked at her. she was the first girl that opened the locked cage for me. the only person who managed to grab my attention before kim. i wish i could tell her and everyone that i like her but naahh, ill keep it as my secret..

but too bad that girl *sigh* have a lot of fans which makes this nature of mine to refuse to continue to love her. everytime when i clicked on her status's comments, i could see that most of people gave her the comments of 'i hope we can be together' in different ways and style. i dislike this so much. ahh, silly me, i must be jealous. hehs.

anyway, i just knew about 4 hours ago that my kayme had deleted her facebook. so saddd *~*

okay then. ill stop till here.

until then..