Early September Rain

yesterday, the first thing in the morning i could see the cold smoke is thicker until it covered up all the entire school.

i remember how the rain was coming to clear all the thick unharmful smoke and made me realise that 'it's the early of september now'.

well everything was unexpected. early in the morning, i was so happy reading the crows comic, searching for its real life picture and playing dota with garena people.

i'd never expected that this will happened. the smile i have on face earlier on has bleaching itself - helping those melancholic feelings to save me from the long fall i have.

well, after all this time i've never thought about the rain will symbolizes something. it warned me about what will happened at the end of the day but it's just i who was being too ignorant to understand what is going to happened in the future. thank god im prepared for the worst although it hurts me a bit but at least i managed to hold myself from falling deep into the darkness.

those cocoon i adore and care so much has evolved itself to a beautiful butterfly that will find for her soulmate - and she is now. i knew that someday she's going to leave me but my undying love made me stay and care.

until then..