decision and fate

i was just thinking..
maybe it was right decision to let you go..
or maybe it was the stupid thing that i've ever done in my life
i was so confused..
everything was unexpected..
just now you told me that you'll marry me..
but after 2 second you left me alone in this dark sad night..
i tried hard to heal your wound but instead you hurt me to death..
i brought you a milk to drink but you gave me blood as a payment..
i was so hurt that i'd made up a decision to let you go..
well after all you got a new substitute where your love to him for the distance between u and him..
bt between that i could see tears flowing in ur heart..

smile baby! smile..
cus i dont want to feel guilty for my stupid decision..
just smile for me even deep inside ur heart u want to come back home badly..
fate had seperated us..
it's not u either me who want this..
but this is it, the cruel side of life..
where there is sadness and happiness..
where there are good and evil..
where love can be annoying and fun..
this is how it is..
now let us just live our own life..
so we could see the shining light again..
and so then,may happiness shall be with us eternally..

until then..