PAIN!

why did u choose to tell me that today?! why? after yesterday,after what i've been through for a couple of weeks. im still in pain,im still down today,and that pain becomes a burden it my heart. it bleeds even more after i know what u have delete and what have u change. u never reply any of the thing i'd been sent and did. what hurts more,is to know that u're ignoring me. yeah,i know u didnt realise this,because im sure u didnt do this deliberately.

*SIGH*

getting bored? why should you? in this 2 weeks,we never been chat that long,u're so cold when u were with me but not with everyone. so in that case,that reason was totally crapppppp! why should u give me such reason?? just tell that u hate me and tell me that want to live with them and loving the one that u think was right for you. just tell me the truth.

urgggghhhhhhhh!!!

im just getting tired and tired! with the fucking problem at stupid work,family,myself and you. i want this to end immediately,i just cant stand it anymore,im so tiredd. if it is allowed,i want to end my life as well. im really tiredd with this burden i face,im giving up. :'(