THE BEST FEELINGS HAVE STARTED TO FADE AWAY. . .

your friendship and love,
and all the wonderful things
that they bring into my life,
are like nothing else
i have ever known.

my heart is complete
with the love we share,
and our love grows more
beautiful each day.

i love you,
and as long as we are together,
i have everything i need.

you are with me always ...
in a smile, a memory, a feeling
or a moment we share.

you will always be my FOREVER love beh. (L)

happy 15th anniversary. (: iloveyousodamnfuckingverymuchby. im YOURS and you're MINE herzanfarahy!

from the lil sweetheart. <3
sauzan - farul - notykitz - zanurul - bunjans&nenek kiyuts
forever will be ..

*sigh* reading this msg makes me cry back to back. remembering all the sweet memories between me and her reminds me of happiness. i still remember the situation when she gave me this msg,she told me about the thing that i fear the most. i remember how she asked me not to leave her alone and i made my promise to her. huh~i miss all of those time. i miss her smile and cheerful voice. im sorry baby,i failed as a lover,i failed as ur protector and i failed as ur guardian angel. i've hurt your feelings until u've change to be something different,so do you.

god. i wish that my place havent been taken. i wish that her love at me is still strong. i wish every of our memories can made her think to regained it again. i wish that our love will be forever as both of us want. eventhough i know that she's not my noty now,i know she has change to someone whom i never known.

my cry and ur hurt will never be healed unless one of us realising each other mistake and try to change it.

i miss youu,in fact i do miss ya a lot montel. *sob*