an unfortunate day

*sigh*

seriously i got one big stupid problem today. first, got pissed by a stupid ape with his freaking stupid post. i just hope he finds his own tree for him to get rid of his stupid boredom.

second, i failed my geo with 12% of marks which means probably im going to retain in lower 6 next year since i got 3 Us already. i havent got my e.lit ppr yet but mz. rozie told me that only 3-4 people that managed to pass the exam.. which is impossible that im in that group.. cus i got pros in my e.lit class such as maw, zirah, sha and aqilah. im so dead. >_<

third, cant believe this one but it happened. out of depression and frustration, i finally became the old me again. the one who never care about people's feeling, being honest about what he dislikes about one thing or two. i might have hurt my pal with my words but i was being honest. it's for our own good. me and him cus he needs to change. i remember that a friend told me to tell everything about what i feel eventhough it's going to break the bond, i still cant believe that i did it.

maybe it's because of too much frustation i carried on my shoulder. the burden is so heavy for me. for that i know that i've dissappoint my parents with my stupid result, i feel weak and useless when i cant do anything about the people who dissed me.

in short, im so pissed off today.

*sigh*

until then..