Isolation

*sigh*

i just finished playing dota a few minutes ago. i won the game as usual but this time i cheat. i used the god mode to kill every of my opponent there. i know it sucks but i was bored okay? i couldnt think right and that disturbs my play. i got killed by the same opponent for 3 times. that's why i decided to play dirty.

seriously, i feel so isolated lately. not by my friends but by the world. it seems that everything didnt happened so right nowadays. i always got at least one bad moment in a day. how cruel are you world? and why? *sigh* hmm. my exams are worst and as is coming. i hope ill do better in the coming exam. btw im feeling a lil bit lonely now, i need a friend to talk with. naahh, actually i need a girl.

what the heck .. ? i need a girl in this exam month? a crazy request i think.. hmm.. im thinking of learning japanese.. and improving my skills on lawn bowl..

maybe after exams..

until then..