i wish i was a bird

i wish i was a bird..
where i could fly freely..
without the fear of falling..
where i could gaze at the sky and ground..
where everyone knows me with the title 'king of the sky'
but at the matter of fact i'm just a small bird..
who's facing the fear of heights..
who's is very weak and totaly weak..
where standing up is my main problem..
even flying is too much for me..
i can move my featherless wings..
but i cant float like any other bird..
those cold gaze upon me everytime i'm alone..
i'm a victim by that creature
who's always playing with its tongue..
while their pray is in its grip..
i ask myself
why did i born into this cruel world?
the excruciating pain is eating my body..
i shriek..
i cry..
'i dont want to die'
but the only answer is the fading vision..
there goes i to the life with darkness eternity..

until then..