Lovelorn or .... ?

listening to : some random song played by moon

ahh ..

it has been a while since the day i stepped my foot on the school's ground. Despite me as the person who hates school, I kinda miss it so much.

Maybe it's because of my friends? or is it also because of that girl?

I kinda long to meet her and see that beautiful angelic face.

Anyway, i didnt expect to miss waking up in the morning, going one on one with my dad in the car in the morning silence with only us talking with the wind and then as i stepped my feet on the school's ground it's time to meet all my friends - going crazy with them.

it's such a fine morning to start with.

in school, i never think that i will miss to sit with the j-club family - playing cards, joking and lastly poking each other.

also, it's kinda sad for me to see all my juniors going to the registration class to take their attendance while me having myself sitting down on the bench of school's canteen. if I'm allowed i want to join them but it's all over for me now.

my two years life in katok is almost on its end, soon i will find my self sitting and sleeping - doing nothing on my bed. the never ending rest i longed for after these years yet it's something that i'm afraid to face.

but overall, i guess i did miss all of that.

today is the day for me to start dancing with my fingers, writing some beautiful words and shares it with the examiner in UK. I wonder if the magic fingers are still with me?

*sighs*

nonetheless, i have to do better in my exam later (: