Cancer Stick

venue : dining hall of ptek
music : joukei no kanata - danger gang

i've been wanting to do this since the second day i started sucking those poisonous gas. flicking through every page of my memories, i realised why did i start playing with those cancer stick again. it's all because of those two stupid 'kibyan' girls.

*sigh*

i had enough telling some worthless story about them. not only they're worthless, they're also wasting my time. ever since that day, i swear to sky to try to avoid those stupid 'kibyan' people. to me, their presence can only bring misery. it's better for me to off alone rather than being with them.

okay, enough talk. the point i want to make here is that i started smoking due to the stressful situation because that stupid 'kibyan' girl reminded me of my stupid ex! another point is i quit playing with those stick after having my last one last midnight. this is because of the wish i made before.

"i'll only quit if i have a girlfriend"

i maybe say that but actually i wish for it. now, it's been nearly 3 weeks since the first time i proposed my farhana. after 3 weeks, i got the heart to move on and do what i said.

i, kimi kiyoshi hereby announced that i quit smoking! (: it's not permanent though. no promises x(

until then..