emptiness..

i looked at the picture. its a picture of me and her. looking the warmness of her smile,makes me smile to think about it. all the time that i had with her,i share with her,it's been a while since i met her. i wonder if u could see her again next time.

even after we met last week,i still cant believe what'd happen now. if i know this could be happened,i rather didnt meet her . i've been watch this several time,since after we met or when it comes to a special day,there'll be always a problem.. *sigh*

now im just feeling empty and alone without her.. my melancholies feeling that can never i avoid and never been feel by someone..the emptiness of soul and heart. the wound that never be cured and everything.. *sigh*