Arggghhh -.-

listening to : Ryuushi Ni Tokete Nagareru Namida To Memai No Sou Ni Ranhansha Suru Saisei No Koe - Satsuki

i miss blogging. i miss writing. i miss everything in here.

currently, i have the urge to write but not knowing what to write. i miss expressing my feelings in this dark world of roses.

about five hours ago, i commented on someone's photo. i was joking about it but apparently someone(not the photo owner) barged in and said shit about me. too bad, i know this someone. a friend from friendster. she's beautiful but out of expectation she possessed this laser mouth - shooting everything without looking.

a bad breath beautiful girl. that's what i described her. i was shocked to know that actually.

i hate to talk about this actually but seriously, it's been so daamn long since the last time i met a beautiful girl with a bad mouth.

to me, this kind of girl is very damn ugly. it's not nice to see a girl that says crappy words like shit, fuck or any vulgar words.
to be honest, they look like a bitch to me.

*sighs*

anyway, i can see that i got a lot of visitors in this blog. well, they're not really a visitor but more like a spammer.

i'm pissed off..

until then..

Rain

listening to : MINORI - UVERworld

Tears, nothing but sadness..
solitude plus heartache..
cleaning the happiness around..
killing every smile to the ground..
was it because of you?
no, but also yes.
this neglection of pure love..
everything was a sacrifice..
tis' violent wind in heart..
putting the mind in chaotic state..
come rain.. come rain..
wash away all my pain..

made by chaotic.kimi

no copying please. thank you.

Dreams

listening to : the splashing rain

i've been experiencing 3 beautiful dreams in a row. once in the last 3 days. it was a lil bit odd for me but it made me happy although it was a weird one.

first dream was a wild one. i dont want to talk about it :s

second, i dreamt about watching satsuki's concert. hee, a very happy one.

third, i dreamt about kayme. ^^ the best of all.

in that dream, i was in a classroom with kayme and as usual vivi was there too. kayme and i were having a wonderful conversation. we were like friends and i get to poke her and hold her hands everytime i want.

vivi can only watch and teases us which made me happy because she was teasing about me and her being together as a couple.

we did so many things in that dream. unfortunately, i cant remember a thing beside me poking her and holding her hands.

so sweet.. ^^

today, early morning. it turned out to be a nightmare. a stupid one. i was dragged into having a quarrel with my dad because of stupid things and sadly it's also happened in reality.

dont want to make this longer. family matter.

until then..